32 weeks.....

Right now I am 32 weeks pregnant and cannot believe we have made it this far. I know I believe in miracles, but I never thought that I would be having one. 2 weeks ago I was released from the hospital and returned home, Daddy and I were so excited and scared all at the same time, we missed being able to listen to your heartbeat a couple of times a day, but we loved the idea of something normal like our beautiful home. When I left the hospital it was quite a day, my Alcatraz partner had her twins and she was being released the same time, so we bascially came in together and left together. Our nurses were all upset and happy to see us leave, her twins were born scheduled c section at 32 weeks and they were happy that I was still holding up. Before I left I wrote three letters, one to Krissy to thank her for helping me through a rough time and glad we were able to connect and that we shared a bond that no one could understand; one to the nurses because they were amazing and helped me through some dark days and gave me a reason to laugh when I needed it; lastly I wrote a letter to the next person in 383 because I think the room has magic powers and the last couple of women that had been in that room were all under dire circumstances and we all made it out safely even though the odds were against us.
I went to visit the doctors for my 32 week visit and the specialist Dr.Troyer said I am glad to see you, I checked your file to see if you delivered while I was gone, she was happy and amazed that I was still hanging on. My OB Dr. Roberts has changed her tune and happy when she sees me because she knows we can have a healthy baby. There game plan is to get me to 34 weeks and take out the stitch and bed rest will be lifted. I am so excited to be free and really hope I can stay pregnant for another 5 weeks. Here is to hoping that we make it to full term or at least 34 weeks.